Its like you constantly surprise me But not in a good way. Its like you bring out the worst in me On my best days. And its when im with all my friends. That I try my hardest to pretend. That I wouldn’t rather be somewhere else. Like alone in my room all by myself. Away. And now im stuck in this fucking house. The conversations boring and the music is loud. If she keep on drinking like this we might just drown. Oh wow. I really hate my friends. Can’t wait for next weekend, we’ll do it all over again. And we’ll sit on the couch and we’ll try to pretend. That we’re having such a good fucking time. When really were losing our fucking minds.
it feels like I’m drowning but won’t fuckin die.